Waiting for today...: Friday the 23rd: Fear of Pain...

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Friday, May 23

Friday the 23rd: Fear of Pain...


The paddle wheel of The Spirit of Peoria in Peoria Illinois...


The changing or loss of relationships is a fear that has stagnated the
further peeling back of painful layers.  


As a child, I remember being fascinated by everything around me.  I took to drawing early, trying to capture those things.  My earliest remembrance of this fascination is from elementary school.  Instead of paying attention in class, I went about trying to recreate a design I saw on a hand-woven bag.  My creativity has waxed and waned since then.  As I grew up and became aware of cameras, my interest shifted from drawings to photos.  It never evolved beyond pointing and shooting however.  And just as I lost my passion for drawing and “less than amateur” photography, I lose my desire to write from time to time.  I am almost certain it is related to my instability.  So on days like this, when I’m speechless and lacking or time simply eludes me, I’ll share instead one of my photos in hopes to somehow keep my diminished creative flow from dying altogether.